How can I work on the present without accepting the past? I am unable to accept me. For whatever reason, my memory gets triggered, and I am haunted. A vicious cycle that becomes more stressful and painful as time passes. I wish that I didn't have to be so unhappy. Why can't I just let go already?? I seriously cannot stand the memory, yet I can't stop trying to figure out who in the heck I am. I hate it!!