I think i'm going to try and talk to him about it....i'm just kind of intimidated. He's the kind of guy i thought would never be interested in someone like me...i really don't want to scare him off. But he's a good guy, really he is, for all his flaws. If I say i want to wait (and I right now i think i do) then he won't push me. He might not be so happy about it...but he's a man, what can you do?

At least we'll talk about it, and hopefully he'll make me feel a little more sure of where we are. I don't know when i'll get the chance because we're going to miss our normal date saturday cuz i'm out of town. Oh well, i need the time to get the courage up and to figure out what exactly i'm gonna say.
It certianly doesn't help that i'm shy to begin with.