well, thankyou everyone. first of all.

mostly I just wanted to catch up with him, and reconcile anything ive felt i needed to. we were together very briefly, but my emotional issues stopped all that might have been.

also even if he wanted to date again, i wouldnt try anyway because it would never work out in a thousand years.

and im already in love with someone and i dont want anyone but her.

i guess the one thing i want is for him to know i would never lie to him. we were only 15 when i told him..so