Please don't feel alone, it might mean nothing to you but reading this tonight has made me feel less alone. You are not digusting, I know the feeling though, just listen to us and know that you are not. Its your stepdad that is disgusting. Try to stay safe. I am thinking of you.
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....the inner battle with what has already happened to me will never go....

....its there then just when you think its gone its back