((((((((((((( Teary_me ))))))))))))))))))

I can surely understand how you are feeling

Sweety, you took a huge step posting this thread. From the responses you have gotten, no one thinks that you are disgusting!! You did a very brave thing by posting this. Now maybe, with the help of PC membership you can find some more strength to talk to a T about this. Even if all you can do is print out what you wrote and hand it to a T, that would be huge and a wonderful step towards healing and feeling better about yourself.

Remember this.....you did not do this to yourself, someone else forced it on you.....big difference there. You did nothing wrong.


sabby