Are you on meds yet?....If not, you may want to try them as they may even out those daily mood swings. In any case, welcome. If it's any consolation, I've been dealing with depression most of my adult life (about a quarter century). It never gets any easier, but in a place like this, it's been at least bearable...good luck...

yutzman..
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And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too...I'll see you on the darkside of the moon......