Just thought I would post here instead of exploding. It has been a hard week. Took a test at school and I guess that was Cynthia... wont know how we did until next week. Got the insurance payoff for the car and tomorrow I am going with my AA sponser to find a new one. My problem with that is I dont remember how I bought the last car so I dont know how to go about paying for the one we get tomorrow. Took a recertification test at work and failed it. First time in 7 years I did not pass on the first try. Now I have to do special retraining and then retest. OMG what next. Life is very stressful and I just honestly want to hide till it all blows over. Not sure when that is but that is how I feel. I think Denise was that one that did all the car stuff last time. I honestly hope she will step up tomorrow and take care of it again cuase it is freaking me out. I have a hard time with dealing with small amounts of money like 100 or 200$ but to deal with 3 or 4000$ OMG!!!!! What a trigger. And then I have to start work on a 10 page paper for school that is due in 4 weeks. I dont even know where to start.

Any way enough whining. Thanks for listening.

Diana