I get the eager to move on comment.I don't think you are stuck, sounds to me like you are flushing the negative emotions out and riding yourself of that negative infectious energy that builds up and causes collateral damage.

The reason I asked about your impatience is because...it comments seemed... different. IDK.

Sometimes when I get impatient and start attacking myself for things I should be over or should be able to do on my own, it's turns out I am trying to avoid or minimize something I don't want to deal with. It's good that you finally stopped fighting these feeling and let yourself vent some of the sadness. Obviously, some part of you wanted to be heard and comforted wheither the rest of you was ready to move on or not. Sunrise you've told me before how important it is to accept and care for all of those little inner beings. I think it was good that you let yourself go where you needed to go. Next week, maybe you will have a change to talk about the happy stuff.Now that I am talking my actual therapy sessions seem too dang short- ther is never enough time, is there?

When you made the comment about your therapy room being your crying room, I kind of thought...that might be a good thing. I was just thinking how we as mothers seem to always be under pressure to keep it together and keep the home functioning. Your T's office might be a place for you to remove the weight of that hat for an hour.

BTW...do you remeber posting about going to therapy and having your problems melt away? Feeling your Ts postive energy, problems and just soaking it up. Sometimes I think about all the different ways the therapy room just morphs into what we need...wheither we like it at the time or not. It really is an amazing place. Its and actual startrek hollodeck.