((((((diana'sclan))))))
sounds like things are really overwhelming right now. I hear you on the wanting to hide till it all blows over.

try and breathe. just for a couple of minutes. do something fun for yourself--whatever that is for you. A bit of reading a fun book or magazine, dig in the dirt, a walk, a hot fudge sundae, just a little something for you.

we just finished a writing course. one of the exercises we did was list making---a list of all the topics we could think of. Of course this was mostly fiction writing and i don't know what youre topic or course is----but listing then picking a topic then just writing ideas of anything to do with the topic. we like writing it all on post-its and putting them on the wall and then moving them around. just some thoughts

your sponsor will be with you for the car picking out and maybe if you find one, for buying. my foster son did the checking of my car before i bought it. i saw it first then he did the test driving and the barganing. he knows cars so it helped.

thinking of you as you are walking thru all this stuff