Thanks to all who replied and keep talking to me. I am moving to my Moms who is the only support I have right now. I have been seeking help in the mental health center in my location. I have alredy saw all the personal on staff there in the past few nears so its not like talking to strangers,but I feel I have made some new friends here and welcome any advice I get.
Maybe my daughter will find it in her heart to forgive me but for now our comunnactions have stopped. Thats the worse thing about all this.I have lost the respect of my daughter.
But do any of the ppl I know have the right to question ever date I have or every place I go I am 44 and I should have a right to my privacy.
Again tks for replying and please keep talking to me