((Zen)))))) Im sorry for the loss of your Mom. She was your Mom no matter what. Weather you lost her 10 years ago or yesterday.
I lost mine 8 years ago . At this time of year Mothers day it does bring it all up.
When does the pain go away? Not sure , sometimes it changes so its easyer to handle. Wishing you the best kind one
I keep wondering when they are going to put a 800 heaven # in. So wish i could call mine and say just I love you one last time.
I do understand.
My prayers and thoughts are with you