I;m having a real hard time with this today...



I miss them ..

even tought the treated me in a very hurtful and harmful manner .

i feel so confused . I gave them a chance to make an amend and instead turned it all on me .
Ive made so many to them stating my part many a time.
and they have never made one admidtitng the exact nature of thier wrongs .


an " im sorry" ever does the job. it still blames the other person . thats why admiting and stating the exact nature tell the person what they did that was wrong. and healing takes place . its a loving thing to do .

I need realease

when I asked for what I needed
all I got was something even more debasing to me as a person something I did not deserve and just adds injury and insult to me

I feel like im worthless
Im letting this person win



I wish I was a narcisist and could just hurt and smile and go my merry way while pointing the blame to the other.

Patricia