I am very much bipolar I go up and down all day.... all the time...

still working on stablizer

I so love the manic/mania, others around me don't.

But this Depression side kills me.........

I started out okay today breakfast...
few chores
exercised

Then boom

Here I am I CAN'T TAKE IT.

They only dang time I feel a glow is when I'm hyper.......... eff!

So some where between breakfast and now - DROPPED completley.

Yes, I've done everything I'm suppose to do... but

What's left is caffeeine...... But I always have another chemical imbalance of sort....... not sure... anixety, shaky, pulls me up but worth...

So I finished a glass........... Hasn't TOUCHED this Depression mood.

This to shall pass, always does, but in mean time... don't see it....

The roller coaster again.

eff