I shouldn't have to deal with it myself, but security didn't bloody well do anything, so I should've. GRRRR.

I guess I am punishing myself because I think I didn't handle last night correctly... I feel like I was wrong and just didn't do the right thing by not saying anything to them. I did speak to the staff today about it though, which made me feel a little better. But my stomach hurting today still stops me from eating.

I will eat when Georgie's here, I've said that I'd try and so I will try... Just don't know how far I'll get... But I guess all that matters is that I'll be trying. She said she won't force me, not like Charlene did, but she'll be grateful that I'm trying.

I have so much planned foodwise, I want to make it as enjoyable as possible and don't want to spoil it by being full within the first mouthful, but I guess if that happens, she won't be bothered because I cooked it and I tried to eat it.

Just. Hm. I'm worried about the weekend :-/