I know. I know it is!!!! It's horrible and I hate it and it makes me angry and frustrated and annoyed!!! But I can't help it...

My Adoptive Family always told me I'm fat and now my Birth Mother does it... So of course, I feel fat and now my whole life revoles around food because I want to lose weight and be who they want me to be, be accepted... For "who I am".

I know that Georgie'll help me out, she said she doesn't eat much anyway, but her not much could be loads to me, which it most probably is... But I know that she'll support me in whatever I do or don't eat.. I made sure I bought all healthy food, so that makes it a teensy bit easier, but I'm just scared