I just feel bad because my DH has a time consuming job. He gets the kids up and dressed, takes my son to school, works until 6 or 7 each night and then comes home and does whatever housework he has time for.

I work at home and I don't have that much to do, but when I have something, it consumes me.

Other than that, I sit on the couch lately and I am just unable to do anything. Even if I am feeling energetic, I can't seem to get off my duff because I have so much going on in my head that I get overwhelmed.

I'll try making lists and see if that helps.

It doesn't help that the last time I was manic I planned a major cookout in my yard for this Saturday and now I don't want to do it at all. I can't cancel on 20 people, so I have to make it happen. I know I'll have a good time and I will feel better with people around, but it's the anxiety and lack of motivation, you know?

Thanks for the help...