OK... Anna, so right at this moment no touch is safe to you. Let your imagination run wild. Imagine that you have complete supreme control and have the power to create safe touch for yourself. What is it like? How would completely safe touch actual feel to you? How would your skin feel? How would it make you feel on the inside (i.e.in your chest, in your stomach, in your throat,in your heart, whereever)? How would the voice in your head respond to it (if you have one of those--or in my case a few of them, LOL). You have the ability to create it anyway you want to. Discribe it.