Hangingon,

I don't know how to express... Either. I think I am very good at projecting indifference, and disconnectedness but that is about it. I will say that at least now...I'm able to acknowledge that I FEEL something. I have been able recently to laugh and express some less intense things...so I feel like I am making some progress. I've felt angry at mother but the most express is questioning. I feel really bad when I feel angry at her. I think it is hard to work through anger when there gone and you miss them too.