I have been missing Steve a lot lately so called his old boss just to say Hi. I haven't talked to her in over a year and figured that maybe talking to her would help. Right after he died I saw her for a few sessions before I quit going to OGC and switched to seeing Dr. M. I loved hearing from Nancy and catching up on what is going on at the clinic and finding out the truth about them going to all groups. It isn't true. I was glad to hear that. She said she wants to see me to see the new me. I've lost about 100lbs since she saw me last. I have finished school. There are a lot of things that have changed since I quit going to OGC. I think that OGC was holding me back a bit and now that I have quit going there I have grown a lot.

Anyway I'm not sure I can go back to the campus of OGC knowing that Steve isn't there. I had problems with that last time and that is why I had to quit going there. I know I need to get over that and I guess this one way to do it is just go there and bite the bullet and see Nancy.

I am just missing Steve a lot lately and wondering what he would think of me now.

Jan