thanks...
Idk, I feel like he ran out of things to say.. He doesn't treat me badly or anything like that, but I just need more. I am used to talking about things, like religion, art, anything. But he doesn't seem to have an opinion in anything. I call my family to talk to them, and he gets mad sometimes and says that I talk to them more than I talk to him.
He was much more affectionate at the beginning. I was actually not very affectionate until him. But it seems like he's just not that interested in being close to me. The only times he does is when he wants to have sex or when he thinks I'm angry. If I am quiet and don't talk much or seem angry, he is all over me. But I'm not usually a quiet, angry person. It does seem that they only time he pays attention to me like he used to is when he thinks something's wrong.
It all really makes me angry and I think it's affecting our sex life greatly. I am shy and all this just makes it worse. I am resentful and I feel like a used piece of trash after sex sometimes. He gets so into sex sometimes that it's almost like he forgets all about me. And it's all on his time. We have sex when he wants, we'll kiss when he wants, sex ends when he wants. He offers to keep going sometimes, but if he's done and not into it, then I just feel awkward.
He's not really overly stressed. We talk about his job and he'll get angry but he gets over it.
Maybe I've become too needy...
But he's the only human contact I have since we moved..
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