Heard a single line from a song that pretty much describes my state of mind 90% of the time: "I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired."

I'm fighting this with everything I have. My counsellor and I are working on ways to at least postpone the slumps I fall into, if not prevent them completely. I'm doing my best, I'm trying hard. I'm not going to give up because giving up would mean going back to where I was when the depression was at its worst, and nothing scares me more than returning to that darkness. But I really am sick and tired of being sick and tired! Sigh. Just needed to vent...