forgive yourself for other's imperfections and let downs. forgive yourself for your own dissappointments. live in today. accept you are human. know that we all die alone. know that it doesn't matter what others think as they dont know. ultimatly i love myself which is a surprise to even me after the years of torment i went though by others and a lot self made crisis, i knew deep down i was a good person that i didnt lie, cheat, steal, i always do the right thing, i love people, i am compassionate and understanding....why should i hate myself....someone has to love me and it should be me, i am who i am because of everything around me. all the curveballs life has thrown me has only made me stronger. i love myself because i know that i did not mess up life, that i did not give in that i did not give up and i love myself because there is no one like me, i am unique just like you or the next person. and its really simple if you are honest, good willed, trustworthy, and considerate. WHY NOT LOVE YOURSELF? Come on....i am seriously not stuck up in anyway, i just recently got a self esteem at all and no i am not manic when i say that i wished the world was filled with more people like me in the aspect of personality traits. That may sound arrogant, not knowing me but it should be a universal belief. Love yourself for being better than the next guy....

thanks for listening to the rambles....