Wow girl, you've been through a lot.  I would have to agree with the other posts -- you really should talk to a doctor. I don't know much about bipolarism, just that a Pdoc has to make the diagnosis. More than likely you'll have multiple problems that are diagnosed, they have a tendency to overlap each other. I hope things get better soon, you've been through enough to last a lifetime. 
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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