Hi Orange, thank you for your kind words. To answer to your first question: I don't know if my hubby would understand...maybe yes, or maybe not. He's a wonderful man, but he doesn't like to see me in this condition...he keeps saying that I am strong and that it should be easy to surpass this disorder.
The answer to your second issue:
I wish I could write as good as you do...even though I am almost done with my English Masters, I don't think I could write as good as you do. I would love to be able to write the story of my baby sister the way you did with yours, but it is not going to happen. Not too many people know the real reason why my baby sister died...my parents try to cover their ******* by saying that it was Hepatitis B, when that is only a small part of the reason why she passed away. They didn't know how to take care of her, and I wasn't there to take care of her...she used to come to my house only during the weekends, but I wasn't there for her when she needed me...I wish I were....maybe I could've saved her life...we used to be so closed to each other...