You did a great job expressing your feelings to your T. The past few days I have been so frustrated, sad and angry. My mother has been diagnosed with cancer and the drs. have given her a good chance to heal, which I am so grateful for. I have talked about this in therapy and my T always at least touches on the subject asking how I am doing with it. I sometimes cry and tell how I am scared to lose my mom, but I think that this week the pain and fear I feel has surfaced and it is hitting me pretty hard. I am so angry with my mom for giving up on life. I really think she is losing her will to live and it scares me. Next week at therapy I know I need to share these feelings with my T, but I am so scared to share my anger (I shouldn't be angry with my mom), my disappoinment and the feelings of rejection from her that I often get when my mom is in a bad mood .
Thank you for sharing your email with us. I think sharing on this forum helps me to understand and validate my own feelings instead of pushing them aside and telling myself that I shouldn't feel the way I do.