The hospital here does not allow personal items such as stuffed animals, etc, regardless of suicidal thoughts and/or si behaviors unless there is consent by the treatment Dr and the individual's T. It might be that if you go to a local hospital, you can talk to the Dr there about taking what you need for self soothing. It is possible at the hospital here, albeit not a normal procedure. I would think most hospitals do treat dissociation. I have read some good things about hospitals that are geared toward dissociative disorders though too. Good luck with finding what works for you. Please keep us posted.