NF,hugs if it's all right...

I admire the determination you are showing while you are doing the "adjustment process." Personally, I like the process...it feels positive to me.
Processes end and that gives us something to look forward to...it's not saying we stay static as I think we continually begin and end all sorts of processes. At least we know that the one we are currently struggling with will ease, though.

Best wishes,
Catherine