I hope it works out well at your mom's. It's nice to have a supportive mother. Yes, you are old enough to not be questioned in everything you do. Your daughter shouldn't be so harsh on you, too. What can you do about her right now, though, not much. She may understand somehow someday or at least realize we all make some decisions we regret. But the only thing you really can do now is just what you are doing. Going to a more supportive place and getting some help.

The influence of drugs can impair our judgement for sure. Sometimes we do things we would not do in our "right" minds. We still are the only one who can change our lives for ourselves, though, by taking one step at a time. Best wishes. CQ

<font color=orange>"I must lose myself in action,
lest I wither in despair." Lord Tennyson</font color=orange>