That is how it has been and still is my entire life. I have only one test that scored less than 100 and it eats at me....those little voices whisper "loser, failure" and laugh. For now, thank goodness, they are quiet.

My life consists of doing things with my life for other people, so I guess I am not rejected and alone (my T's theory). All I know is that I am constantly trying to live up to extremely high standards, and to fail means that I have no purpose existing.

Thanks for understanding.

Mary Alice