(((((((((((((((Leslie)))))))))))))))))

I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. I think you should focus on the surgery first then after you get your physical strenght back you will be more able to deal with the rest. I'm telling you this but you probably already know that stress is a majoy factor in heart attack. So my dear friend, try to put yourself in a calm environment for now. Your surgery goes first.

We care for you and we are here to listen and support you with what you are going through.

((((((((((((((Leslie))))))))))))))

nightdream