Thanks Candybear and wanttttttoheal,

I guess some of what I miss is "structure", but then, I like it to be me to decide what it is I'm going to do all day with my time. I'm trying hard to get into a routine with doing the responsible things first and playing secondly.

Candybear, when you figure out what you want to do when you grow up, let me know, Okay?

My good mental health is a good reason to not be working where I was, that former job was begining to "define me" into someone I wasn't. I was the square peg trying to fit into a round hole if you know what I mean.