I have had a really difficult week and this morning it just was the last straw. Dealing with family that is dysfunctional and planning mothers day for an ailing mom. Our family has huge issues with control and communication. I was so upset dealing with them and dealing with the fear that my mother's health is deteriorating which I have been stuffing decided to surface this week. I have been an emotional wreck and I am scared to go to my mom's because I am worried I will fall apart emotionally and it is taboo to cry in my family. I just love the what's wrong with you question when I do cry. I have wanted to call my T all day and since we have never discussed the calling issue I have tried to deal with this myself. Basically telling myself I will be okay and I am making too much of this. What would I do before I ever had a T? etc... I have talked to a couple good friends who understand the crazy dynamics of my family and it helped somewhat at least I was able to share. If never discussed calling before do you think it is all right to call anyway?