what the?????? alright this is freaking me out - did I dream that there was another half of my post ? - where the heck is it gone?
What I said in the FIRST part of the post was
You are not bad Deli, pdoc cares about you and can help you - dont shut him out - he has helped in the past and can help you now - its your anxiety talking - dont listen to it - take care of you
your totally loony think Ive posted more and didnt friend P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet