oh, p7, i actually came back here and repllied to everyone but it's all gone now. so, clearly, there is a conspiracy against us aussies .

i tired myself out the first time (replying to everyone), so i will leave it today. but, yes, i think i am out of that trauma-monster phase right now and not feeling quite so 'bad'. who knows when it will resurface.

the other problem is that date-boy wants to take me to the movies now, and i'm worried that it means he might try something creepy. i feel bad for saying no, now, but, so maybe i should call him back and say yes.

i want to ask pdoc if going to the movies means bad things will happen but pdoc isnt a relationship counsellor and its not fair of me to use up all his time like this.