For so long I have deny the abuse maybe because I was a mother of young children and my focus was on them. My goal was to make sure that they would all be, the 3 of them, people with high self esteem and high self worth. My focus was never on me.

I know I keep coming on this subjet. I'm having a hard time with this. My self worth is very low and my self esteem, I dont even know what the word means.

I will make it and I will shut up about it. Soon.

Thank you very much!
much love
nightdream