mothers day is probably one of the top 6 worst day of the year for us...horrific things happened and then when they told our mother her reply was " damn i didn't get to see...do it again." lovely...right.

so yeah...i'm not feeling the hallmark card moment today...the peeps are coming and going...the dogs are barking (the joy of living next to an amusement park) at all the other people dragging mom to the park and i hate to bug my t on her day. oh and everyone and their brother it seems has sent me blnket "happy mothers day" greeting from the computer.

i know this day comes, i do my best to prepare but every year it hits me like a tons of bricks and knocks the crap out of me. people come and go at lightening fast speed and some i don't see much appear now.

i can't go out and do stuff becaus ei'm to scattery today...god only knows where i'd end up so staying home is actually the safest thing...but it sucks...and its not that safe.

damn the mother from hell (and dear old dad and his friends).

doubts there is a hallmark card for this...

stumpy