"their the ones that watch over us" WHERE WAS MY MOTHER TO WATCH OVER ME WHEN I WAS BEING ABUSED-----she was part of the abuse and blames me for the abuse.

I cut off contact with her about 1 1/2 years ago and am still angry as hell at her. I am even more upset that she will never be the mom that I needed or need now.

My T asked me if there is anyone that can be put in her place and I don't even have anyone that I can do that with.

I want a mother to take care of me, to listen to me, to protect me, but not my mother!!!!

okay rant over. Thanks for listening!