LLT,
Thank you, I still have not heard back which really makes me feel bad about asking. T knows this is a really hard week for me as my mom's birthday was thursday and mother's day today and this is the first of both since she passed away.

If she couldn't say anything I would accept her telling me that but not hearing any response at all bothers me. It makes me fee like she doesn't really care, especially with this week being so difficult. I feel let down. Not that I would ever go in and tell her that.

I know she is going to end up addressing my question of sharing something personal with me in session, and at this point, I don't even want to talk about it anymore. I'm more dissapointed.

I don't want to get too personal either, I know we can't form a friendship but not knowing much at all makes it feel so one sided and unreal. Makes it harder for it to feel real and to really trust her.

Chaotic,
That is what I was looking for in asking. I don't really know her even though I have been seeing her for just over 5 months now. I think knowing a bit more would help my interaction. I don't want her to feel untouchable to me. Does that make sense?