((Poohbear))
I completely understand. I'm having to deal with a ton of "mom" stuff in therapy, so Mother's Day has been especially somber for me. I'm blessed because my mother is still alive, however we have no real relationship. She gave me up when I was 8 years old, and before that I suffered through a lot of abuse. I have PTSD. I don't have anyone to put in her place either except my T.Yet we both know she can never fill that void. I don't think my longing for a motherly relationship will ever subside. Don't worry, your'e not alone, i'm here with you.