I'm sorry to hear you are having such a hard time just being yourself. The only thing I can think of is maybe you are looking for the wrong type of women. It seems to me you should be looking for women who are physically attracted to a man, but emotionally attracted to a highly sensitive "man". I think that widens your options a great deal. If you are looking for women who are physically attracted to other women, it isn't going to work for you. Best of luck to you sillyfish and keep us posted