you've made a big step by not using, by sharing about your thoughts of using with us, and then going to meetings. just take it a day at a time. a minute at a time if need be. those minutes add up. all you need to do is to stay in today and tomorrow will take care of itself. today you are a winner at life. i am so very happy for you. 
know we are here for you and that i care about you. you are worthy of having a drug free life, of having your dreams fulfilled, and enjoying each day you are blessed with having. i made the decision to live a d and alcohol free life and i can tell you it was the absolute best decision i ever made.
many hugs to you  and sending you lots of hope and prayers, jme.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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