I have been on Lamictal for about 2 months and I am up to 100mgs a day. Most days I feel pretty good but I notice lately that everyone around me gets on my nerves. I actually feel myself pushing people away from me. I was also hoping that but getting a diagnoses and being treated for bipolar that I would be able to have a sexual relationship with my husband, but the desire is still not there and this troubles me. My depression has decreased considerably, but I still have crazy thoughts about getting hurt(not hurting myself), especially falling out of hte car every time in the car. I never think abouy hurting others or hurting myself but I wonder what would happen if a accident happened what would happen to me, would I just break bone have a scratch, or end up dead. What would my kids do without me? How would my husband deal with everything I do? I don't know what to do with these thoughts or how to stop them but I feel they are not normal. I have never told my dr. about these thoughts but I guess I am going to , since the medicine does not seem to stop them!