Thanks for the reply miray, but its that exact thing that has gotten me in trouble a few times.

The women i've been with are usually women who claim to want to be with a man, but with a sensitive feminine man. and the last two times, they've turned out to be lesbians that didn't know they were lesbians twice in a row. so not cool. plus the last one raped me, which... is a whole other thing...

I can't date men, because that would go against my faith.
I can't date lesbians, because I can't live as a woman, because that would go against my faith.

That leaves me with what? Straight women who are so down on their own self esteem that they feel they dont deserve a complete man?

I know, thats harsh, im just really feeling un-wantable lately.