Thanks for your input. I am feeling much better now that I have talked to one of my siblings and found out that much of the todo was because of the other sibling who feels they are never wrong and can tear everyone else apart. I now realize that I need to stay away from that sibling until I get healthy enough to stand up to her and not let her words hurt me. I basically took care of me today and going to Mass tonight helped. I so need to remember that I have my faith and that is so helpful. I guess I have a lot to unload and share at therapy this week and it may be rough, but thank God I have a safe place to share.