P7 - the dugongs are a great idea! i would love to take someone to see them with me. i just need to figure out when. maybe if i ignore this date thingy a for a week or two, then i can call him up and suggest dugongs instead? is that rude? i really don't want to be trapped in a movie theatre, is all.

impy - thank you for the multiple hugs ((((impy)))). i hope that other stuff feels normal in the future, but i don't know this guy enough to be vulnerable with him like that. i need to know that he thinks i'm someone of worth, not just someone who is fun to hang around with.
also, i can be an ice queen when i am feeling assertive enough, but how to make it not give off the message that i'm not interested at all? maybe it is stuff i would like in the future, just not right now. i dont want him to feel rejected and not call me again.