I felt exactly the same way you did. must be all the pressure. And the belief that THATS IT.

Doesnt it look like ALL LIFE was college...we forgot how it is to just breath....
Be happy that you will not have to do more exams, projects, etc.

I was supposed to graduate, too

*may trigger* (?)
But i had a break...or whatever you will call it - was SO panicked and ****ed up ...that the last time i tried to work on the final project i really lost control over myself and started breathing fast, byting my arm, stepping away, forcing myself to keep working and in the end threw myself on my closet, on the bed, kicked and threw everything cried and called T. not out of rage..out of terror. needed to ESCAPE
So as a surredered acion rather than contemplating it again and desperately trying for it - when there is NO time left - i told them i will do this project next year.

I know i did my best.

*****

You see be happy that you ARE graduting! there are people who were just about to MAKE it and in the end FELL and fell HARD...

huggs