Well, I've tried talking to him.. but every time that I talk to him about something he's not doing right or something I wish he would do different, he gets mad. He always feels like I'm belittling (sp?) him or saying that he never does anything right.
I just don't know what to do.
I grew up hearing from my parents that sex is wrong and my own parents don't sleep on the same bed.
We've talked about how hard it is for me to get those thoughts out of my head, but as always, he only remembers what we talked about for a few days. Like sometimes I talk to him about something. He promises it will change, and it does, but only for a few days. Then it's back to the same old thing.

I'm just sick of it.

I feel like I'm starting to get depressed and I can't help it. I feel like crying and when I do cry, I can't even figure out why I'm crying.

I have no third party to talk to..

I just feel he makes no effort anymore. So I'm starting to make no effort myself. I know it's not right, but I just don't see why I should try anymore.. I just end up feeling hurt.