Im sick of having a boyfriend, im sick of being a mother, im sick of having to do everything, im sick of never having any me time, im sick of not having any freedom, im sick of not being able to act my own age, im sick of having to pay for everything, im sick of my llife and the way it has turned out. I wan to be free. I want to be able to stay up all night and sleep all day. I want to live in a crappy house with all my friends and live off take away food. I want to go to the pub at 10am on a wednesday and get drunk. I want to go on a road trip. I want to have not a single worry, care or responsibility. I want to kiss a complete stranger. I want to live like i did when i was 17. I hate my life and i wish it turned out the way i planned and not the way i always feared.im tired of feeling guilty about feeling like this bttt i think i have every right to feel like this because every decision i every made in life was to make someone else happy. I hate my life and wish i had the guts to end it all...