stumpy, sorry m.d. stinks so badly for you. i have almost no good mother memories either. BUT, it can get better. this year i did not even think of my mother at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of course it helps that she's been dead since 1992. she haunted my life for many years after her death and she was one of my top two abusers (on the level of nazi prison guards) so, things can get better and i hope it happens for you sooner rather than later.
i am blessed with two daughters and my goal as their mom was that they would not have to spend their lives in counseling as adults to get over my parenting while they were children. they do have some problems from their childhood, but i can honestly say they will never hurt as badly as i did and we have a loving relationship. please hang in there and do not give up hope for peace.
Leslie and her pixies
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