JulieBean, hi...
It took courage and honesty to post about your situation. I applaud your willingness to reach out for help/guidance.

Are there counseling services available at your college?
Many people are not aware of them, but the counselors are professionals and there to help the students.
When my daughter was in college she used not only the counseling services but the health care services also. She shared that she received very good help.
Perhaps it would be wise to see what is available to you?

I mentioned the health services because there are also physical conditions that can be the cause of some of your problems...the fatigue/lack of motivation, change in appetite, etc..

Please let us know how you are doing, ok?

Catherine